Break Up

It’s been a one month since he broke up with me. I actually don’t know what to do now. He ruin my life in one snap I really love him so much but he left me. Being with him in one year is so unforgettable it’s hard to forget everything. But in his side in one snap he forget everything, forget all of our happy memories, adventures, relationship goals, and specially all of his promises.

Promises that last long in life time relationship, promises that he never leave me, promises that he never let anyone get me in his life, promises that he love me unconditionally, promises that we have a church big wedding, promises that we have our own family, promises that we achieve our own dreams and become a nurse and airline manager someday, promises our own house and cars, and promises that our relationship last long forever until we died.

This should be thirteen months for us, our relationship start at September twenty-four two thousand fourteen. We broke up last October seven two thousand fifteen officially he end our relationship just in a text message. I really want to talk to him personally but he doesn’t want to see me again. He said his afraid of me because of what he have done to me. I want to talk to him because my feelings are still there, But he said he loves someone else it’s hurt me so much. I just want to cry loud as in I want to shout and keep my feelings release. 

What makes him happy is what’s make me happy too. Now I actually accept what he wants only acceptance for me to move on. Now he is happy without me but someday or sooner I will become a strong and happy more as happy without me to him now.